Raw

A version of human diary.

Sounds impossible right?

 I mean there are people who would tell you to tell them anything to speak your mind out in front of them but as soon as you go to speak..they will start judging you.

Ofcourse we can't blame them. We can't be like you told me to speak my mind out and I did yet you are judging me.

Here's what I have observed people who listen to you who tell you to be positive in every situation who are like I would listen to you in every situation are not understanding that even though they are listening the other person is not being heard,is not feeling heard.

Not because they offer the common life lessons but because the person speaking are itself in dilemma. We all like that unproblematic person, person who's the life of the party but do we as a person are ready to hear the unspoken thing?

There are people who would just die from inside thinking speaking about their problem would make them appear weak and fragile. Thinking that there are people with more struggle than them,but what about them?

What about the fact that they also have done hard work they were also sailing in the boat even though it was sinking.

What I don't get is the people who tell you to be positive,to not get impacted from the outer circle Don't understand not everyone is as privileged as them.

There are families who suffer a lot just to provide a bread. Not everyone is as Lucky as to spend anything that they want.

Now you might be thinking am I comparing happiness to money? 

Yes happiness does depends upon money,the people who tell you that oh it's okay you fell..you would get up again they don't get that getting up requires certain resources.

That resource is really hard to find.

There are so many people who would just undermine all the journey that you covered all the while.

There are people who would say that you only see your problems,

I for one believe that why to even focus on what's going outside your world.

There are certain people in your world are you are just virtue of what you see.

If you have seen your parents struggling for money,you would see that.

If you have seen your parents providing you with all the happiness you would see that.

If you have seen the people around you being happy you would see that.

If you have seen yourself just struggling with your thoughts and still being here you would not consider anyone's journey but yours.

When you open up About your journey it's not because you like to gain sympathy but because thinking about your journey makes you think that you are so strong,if you overcame that you would certainly overcome this.

And you would always be proud of the fact that you did were indeed able to change the situation.

To everyone out there thinking that you are not being heard, not being yourself, trying to show your positive side yet some how ending up being negative,

Please acknowledge your thoughts it's not permanent it will go away.