lostinwritings 🥀

I want to disappear From the people who got to know me I want to disappear From the ones who didn't deserve me I want to disappear From the moment May be that one day I will be able to keep quiet May be that I will disappear From all of your site I want to disappear From everything .......🥀

I don't know how to tell you but you have made me feel so amazing your text started to make me happy but now the same you have been chasing me hurting me I don't know how to tell you that.. you are just on my mind I wanna talk to you each day everyday I am loosing my control.. everytime I think of you I don't even know why are you doing this what is making you do it are please be kind enough to inform me.. I don't know how else would you possibly want me I don't want to be part of your mood swings all I want is to talk with you to be with you may be you have had your past but why are you hurting me in this way was your feeling even real or were you just playing with me you knew I was a broken glass then why must you do it why would you make me feel so wanted...why why why...why are the people not so kind with me why do you want to know me and then just go away.. I know I won't be able to tell it to them directly that's why I am writing this here I love you.....

They ask me how do I write so deep They keep on guessing As if I have been on some downward steep But is it really the truth Or am I just better at hiding The highs and lows or the trip  May be I am just telling them the lies Lies that I tell Everyday everywhere Cause I am too scared to be a failure I love it when they guess The truth As ir they're really living my part Without constantly wanting to know the start Yes I do gather my feelings But most of them Are not even real They are just some complicated stars I can't really tell them How do I really feel They're so unrealistic That they can't even heal Have been called on my entire life For not being perfect When I say about things Suddenly I am the brat When they whine about things