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This time I didn't cry.. This time I didn't shed a drop of tear.. Seems like my fear is finally over.. My insecurities are finally gone.. But the long lasting love didn't.. This time I am glad u didn't had to shed a drop of tear in your memory.. Cause you know it's not worth it.. The wait is finally so done, no more excitement and no more worries.. I am glad this time I didn't had to.. The drops were all gone but I was still waiting when it will come?.. I am glad.. But I do miss everything I miss the wait is. I miss everything.. The drops are not coming seems like it has just tear apart..

I have an apology to make Because I am not the perfect Version of me I have seen girl being obedient accepting what they have.. I have an apology to make.. I have tried to become ,I have tried to change  me But the demon inside doesn't want to get changed. .. I have an apology to make... I tried to please everyone.. My perfection always has a flaw.. And that's why I have an apology to make... I feel guilt to be me... I really do... I really hate being who am I.. Even after reading thousand of quotes and self help book.. I really can't be the perfect.. I have an apology to make to the person who have done so much so that even forgotten itself... I have an apology to make for being the bragger i have an apology to make for being me I am sorry if my extroverted behavior ever Disturbed you but that's the way I am.. I have an apology to make To each and every person I have ever met... I really am disappointed to not be the perfect me, if you hate me you might h...

The life might not be the best But the love in my soul is the purest. Even if we never meet But we are there in my mind.. Making our own life really happy.. The noise of the world might not be the best.. But the peace in our world is the best.. I know we aren't going to meet .. Ever again, bit I know that we are going to be really happy again.. The love in the eyes of me.. And the mist in the heart of you.. Reminds me why we can't really be together..

Struggles of being an overthinker! We love more, we share more, we care we feel more... The overthinkers we observe more.. We don't like our person getting attached to some one else ..no matter how much we try to posses ourselves from this thing we just happened to be the person who overthinks our anxiety hits the bottom when we get super attached to a fellow being Where we don't know what to do how to control our feelings the point is that we often lack communication and we hesitate to share our feelings in a group of people we think are really not ready to think.. With every little thing comes our power of observation and there is the moment we really lose ourselves ... However, we tend to forget that we become toxic and people or even our best person can't avoid that and often in that process we chase themselves rather than taking care of our ownselves... The most common struggle of being an overthinker is that we don't care about what the world says and no matter ...

One of the most common mistakes I have made in my life that I have given people more than they deserve ...  I kept thinking that friendships are the  assets but none the less I was never knowing that they all used me they needed me calling for outing just because they didn't had anyone else and all those putted me into the dazed that they want me everytime... As every other extroverts I catch feeling fast as damn and that could really be harmful cause you can't see your self getting replaced.. Yes priorities changes but so does people you can't deny the fact the people who use to be with you yesterday don't want you today and this happens to each and every people who gives more than they receive... From my personal experience I can say that don't let them change you as cold heart.. you are who you think you are not what other want you to be and that's the way it should be.. Rather than thinking about them think about your inner peace, you may be the happiest p...

I stayed up late last night Looking through the window and cried The moon just appeared With the darkest cloud I stayed up late last night The imaginary vision Controlled away my mind I might not say But the heaviness in my eyes Confessed it all I stayed up late last night ♥ The dust just flew Away from my heart The happiness sheering And mist says it all .. Anushka 💕