lostinwritings 🥀

Hey you it's me again... thanking the hell of you cause you made me a better person..a better version of myself I never thought would exist remember when you said it's gonna be fine you will see and ain't I so happy that it finally is..god you taught me so many things..not everybody has bad intention for you not everybody will hurt you they all did and I am greatful for that what you had made me feel no one else can..the way you are the way you changed me may be for good may be for better but you brought out the best version of me I never thought would exist...the uncomfortable feeling is now gone,you taught me so many things but the best you did was to make a better version of myself all my crap that I ever shared with you I believe is now locked in a door a door which I am hoping you would never close...you worked as a magic that I wasn't hoping.. Wish I had a chance with you may be I would've done the same for you<3 Love.... Always a part of you

Even in the darkest cloud She tried not to  Drench herself And kept listening to The thoughts that she had What if she was never too good What if she would never get her best What if They will all see her Even in the darkest cloud She tried not to step on the mud But she kept getting dirty Sure,it got a lot easier When she took her head out The window.. The window of denail The destiny she Always Tried to find Even in the darkest cloud She tried not to drench herself She kept moving Imagined herself... To be liked by everyone Imagined a day dream may be That was full of nightmare Even in the darkest cloud she tried Not to drench herself...

You know how they told you. They wouldn't break you But they did Every ounce of yours So you just seek yourself And try to understand The numbness of yours You know how they told you They would always Save the best of you You showed them your worst And they breached The trust of yours You know how they Made the Triumph of yours Just so you could lose The moment you were gonna make You know how they told you They wouldn't ever break you But they did Every ounce of yours

Okay so it's been time We shouldn't meet again But,for the last time Can we seize the moment

Hey there it's me again.. when I completely have fucked my mental health up I know that this shall too will pass but it's not now and it's hard knowing that you are going through something that's not easy... I told you I want you so much that I can't tell it in words.. every time I think of you the feeling is at utmost peak.. no, it's not a confusion it just want answers, answers of something that's so fake yet so beautiful..may be if I stop today it will give me a sense of maturity,a sense of controlling myself up because the sudden silence is literally tough to digest I don't wanna go there where you previously were I just wanna be there where you currently aree..the fact that I won't know you again I won't be loved by you again hurts the most... Are you feeling the same, does it hurts you too? 

Hey baby I am missing you a bit too hard may be... I wish I could text you and you could reply me with the same excitement as me you could love the same way you did in past you know... I love you so much so that I can't hate you... although you were a bit rude bit harsh but what you made me feel was so stunningly beautiful that all the hatred I want to have for you get vanished.. I want to love you so hard..to be with you so hard that you could forget all the things they did to you in the past.. I wish I was early.. I wish to be loved again by you..but I know you can't love the same way you did I wish the things that broke you gets together soon Love,  A part of you...