school...

To all the people in my high school..

Hey I just need to know some things.. 

And first of all what was my fault? 

I know we shouldn't live in the past but really what was my fault? 

What have I ever done to you..

I agree I was too vocal 

But didn't we all were trying to be one of the local?

I came from really small city 

Wanted to make some friends

But I never knew.

You all will let my confidence end 

I trusted all of you

And you all betrayed me everytime 

I tried to be positive 

And you all made me see hell every while 

I know I was wearing same clothes 

But you didn't know the reason 

While you all were busy finding your heaven 

My parents were finding jobs 

And they only taught me to be kind 

That's why we were always even.. 

You took the screenshot of my instagram pictures 

And started making fun in front of all 

I couldn't do anything so I stayed silent every time till the moment I was going to fault 

I said sorry for the things I didn't even do 

I apologized because I was the biggest Doo Doo ..

Everytime I wanted to make friends 

They made fun of me 

And I still want to know what was my fault 

I thought of it and I cried 

My high school was never really cool 

I couldn't dance 

But I really thought I could sing 

And then all of the sudden

The bell clearly was about to ring 

I saw some groups

And taught they were cool 

I wanted to be part of them 

Because they were the heart of school 

I went to school camp

And got all ignored 

I started to sing 

And everybody stopped 

It always happened 

Till I realized I was never good enough 

You trolled me for being buck tooth 

You trolled me for me being too brown or black 

You trolled me for my weight 

I went home everyday and believed me I cried too loud 

Once in there I broke 

Got a call from the principal

She helped me get back on my foot 

I controlled myself everytime

But never really got there 

I just want you to know 

You broke all my confidence 

My fairy tell is near to end 

You got all you wanted

And there is nothing left.

Yours sincerely 

A girl who wanted to be the perfect to fit in a family which she was never really part of💜