feelings

I am tired keeping quiet 
Can someone hear me 
I really miss my old self 
Can someone help find me 
I am tired trying my it's keep stabbing me
I can't stop my thoughts
Can someone help me be me 
I am tired I hate it
When I am there and nobody 's with me 
I hate it when people aren't there 
How long am I gonna hold on to myself 
When nobody 's supporting me 
How?? It's really bad and nobody's understanding me 
I hate it when people aren't there for me 
But fuck it cause I know I will be there for me always.. 

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.@lostinwritings

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